first day of work by vampchick88

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first day of work
Friday, February 23, 2007

so tomorrow is my first day of work and i am in a word...terrified. i'm so scared about having to actually deal with epople. i don't want to be known as the incompetient girl who couldn't remember anything she learned.

oh, i don't like having to deal with people, so why did i get a job where that's all i do???? i think i just need to calm down, and go to sleep. but i can't because my stomach hurts tons and all i can think about is how stressed out i am! ah! this is so annoying! why do i have to be like this?

whatever...i seriously need to get somthing done about that too, because the anxiety is really becoming an issue.

my mom is on this message board support thingy, and she asked me if i really talked to my friends about any of the stuff that was going ton. i had no chioce but to tell her that i don't really talk about it to people at school. but i told her about how i write down everything in a blog, and that i have people who care about me. she seemed a little wierded out...maybe because hse really doesn't know how great the browncoat community is...but i think she'll start to get it latter. she thinks this is all about the show, but it's not, it's about having a group of people who understand you.

you guys have no idea how much i appreciate you and care about you. i don't know what i would have done if i had to go through this alone. you all mean so much to me. thanks for all your help and kind words. i only hope that one day i can be there for you like you have been for me...

okay, so now that i'm done being all emotional...

i'm tired...and i can't resist this, it's too easy. "i'll be in my bunk."

later.

<3vampchick88

COMMENTS

Sunday, February 25, 2007 11:13 AM

SAVEWASH

I hope your first day went well. I'm always terrified on my first day, too, but somehow I've managed to survive all of them. (I'll be terrified on my first day of the next job, too, though.)

I know what you mean about misunderstanding about this site. My family doesn't seem to know what to make of me spending time here. It's hard to explain, but it means a lot.

Best wishes.

Friday, February 23, 2007 7:28 PM

BLUEEYEDBRIGADIER

You're not alone in having a parent who isn't quite in the know about what we do around these parts, vampirechick88. My advice is to refer to the people at this site and the Blue Sun Room as one giant support group for anything that ails ya, with the link being a share appreciation for Joss and the 'Verse;)

And you'll do fine in your new job. Trust me when I say having a nervous breakdown about how the first day goes is completely normal and good. Hell, you can't beat my first day on the job, when I almost broke my computer terminal by getting my shoe caught in a pile of power and data cables undernearth my desk and taking the terminal's CPU with me:(

BEB

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