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Tuesday, 13 May 2008 03:02:01
I like to write. I really do. But it's one thing to know the end and some of the things in between the beginning and the end and then to flesh out the story. So, you know what you want to ultimately happen, you even know (kinda) what goes on along the way. But hen you have to fill it in, flesh it out, make it all cohesive and linear. Or not. It's a pain. I know what happens, but I can't just invite you into my head and show you. I guess you can say I'm feeling stilted. Not blocked per se, just frustrated. :finger:
Wednesday, 28 May 2008 17:18:00
Is there some rule that the more misery and BS heaped upon one person, the more one is driven to write? Even if it's somebody else's life? Although, in fairness there is just enough of me in my character to make me want to give her all the good lines. But lately, I've been saving them for River. :banghead: And not to be too terribly personal... But what is it about a lack of sex life that makes you want to write PWP like mad? I have about a half dozen 'stories' that are never going to make it to post, because they have no redeemable qualities whatsoever. Just loads of graphic sex. :stupid: I'm a pervert. A mad, sick pervert. Well, maybe just a pervert. Or maybe I'm just misunderstood. Yeah, that's it. A terribly misunderstood artist yearning for a shag. :censored: Anyway, I have an outline for how Part 3 of this thing is going to go and am still kind of just flailing around in the dark as to what happens next. I've had some lovely support with the writer's confusion before, but I felt the need to vent again. :crap: I'm also working on three other projects with a friend. One, an original, that is supposed to be submitted, and I have no idea the time line. And it was something I was interested in and now, I could give two shits. I like the story, the idea, but the 'man' wants it to be dark and broody. And that's just not how it's turning out. I want to just say hang it, but I am actually unemployed and the measly amount of unemployment I'm getting is just enough to see that I get no other assistance. Stupid government. :blast: For anyone who has taken the time to look at this inane rambling... Thanks. Anyone who responds... Special thanks. :kiss: