Nah. And even if I do, they're gonna go away now. Because they have too, because he is too messed up for me to want to get myself tangled up in.

Maybe you still have feelings for him, after all.

don't worry, don't worry. Sheesh, I'm not gonna fall for that beleve you me.

A had another dream last night were i told him "I love you." *cringe* jesus christ, wtf is wrong with my subcounsios these days?

Ack! No! Don't believe him. He's fucktard, remember?

Now, Ebo, don't fall into that common trap of most women! You know... "I like sensitive guys in touch with their emotions... except that they're all wimps!"

Wow! He actually called back! I didn't expect that! Anyways, we had this really long soul-bearing conversation and the quote "I've seen you without your clothes on before, never did think I'd see you naked." comes to mind.

This is so random. And i'm not sure if i beleve him or not...but jesus christ... he was sort of pathetic.

Hey, Ebo, did you talk to him about how he is pissing you off? Maybe he just doesn't understand?

Alright, here are my responses to the ideas (thanks everybody by the way).

As to the fucktard/jesus thing. I really don't think that was the case, as the jesus in my dream was a little kid. But hey.

As to prom, I'm only a sophmore so this wont be my last chance to go to prom. (although megan is a senior. So it will be my last time to go and hang out with her.)

As to my relationship with the megans, Megan is my best friend, meaghan was my best freind in middle school. Neither work at coldstone, and i've never dated either one.

(Wow. This is a random little subtext, but Fucktard just callled me. From work. Like, he's ringing up customers and on the phone with me. I guess his boss came back though, so goes, "I gotta go, but I'll call you later." DUDE! We broke up! Didn't we? I don't understand this guy.)

I went to prom...got stood up (yeah me!) and went with a friend (much more fun than a date). I hear ya on the pointless part. anyhoo, dream time:

I don't have anything to add seeings how I think TRM is right. It is a relationship dream. I agree that what your dream showed as the Trinity was actually pieces of you. Not saying Grey is wrong, as I know nothing about dream interpretation. His explanation is just as valid.

Well, if Ice Cream Guy played Jesus in a play, then maybe he is Jesus in your dream, trying very hard to break down the wall between you two, like he has tried before. You, Ebo, are God, telling him that it's pointless. The shadowy figure is your doubt that maybe you want to give him another chance after all. The gay Target salesman? Perhaps your alternative choice to Ice Cream Guy, that is, your own feelings toward your girlfriends (not sure if either Megan is one of your Ice Cream Girls, but I'm guessing yes).

All guesses, of course. Then again, the other ideas sounded good, too. I'm not particularly religious myself, but somehow this could connect to religious feelings or doubts that you have.

Seems to me that you are pretty focused on this guy, though. With him and your girlfriends as major players in this dream, it sounds like a relationship dream.

When you hear an idea that seems to click, then that's probably it.

Or it could be a wacky dream. They don't all necessarily have deep meaning.

The Real Me

ok,
I kinda dig Grey's take on this, but I'll throw $.02 at it. If this is the senior prom AKA your last year of high school, well guess what?, your world, as you know it, is about to end. Time to move foward and see what's on the other side of the wall. Real life is about to begin, and you're smart enough to realize that in the scope of everything, prom is pointless. Maybe you arn't sure that you are ready for real life and are seeking or at least hoping for some help. Though you aren't religious, you see god as a source of potential help(though he seems completely uninvolved, this IS the role you gave him)
Hope you find all the color still exsist on the other side of that wall. Of course it's been years since I actually used that psych degree so I could be completely off my nut.

Sorry Ebo, was having some posting problem, now it works...back to the topic!
Your dream seems to reflect your idea of prom as pointless. You spend more time looking for a dress and hair dye than you'll probably spend at the prom. The world crumbles while you're still trying to ready your self, even though you've already missed it. Prom really is over done, JMHO.

About the religious part, sometimes the people in our dreams are ourselves. You may be feeling pressured as a teenager. Maybe God and Jesus is really the battle of wills or conflict in your mind, an obstacle you're trying to overcome. One part of you telling yourself what a waste of time, while at the same time you think, no I have to do this. What ever it is you may feel like it's self sacrifice, hence the Jesus reference.

Er, testing?

Yup! What Grey said! Especially about the trinity!

Well, the beginning is the harder, for me, to draw meaning from. It might all be an expression of your anger at Fucktard. You, as is healthy for any girl your age, wish him ugly girls that don't like him. Because he screwed up in dealing with you. I am left to assume Megan and Meghan are your close friends? And hair is a constantly changing feature in girls in high school.

But for the crazy part...maybe God is trying to talk to you. The third being could very well be a representation of the Holy Spirit, part three of the Holy Trinity of the Christian faith. The fact that there was a third part of the group, and didn't recognise it speaks to this possibility further. Now, to be fair, I am a religious, spiritual person. Perhaps the gross greasy appearance has to do with your view of religion or Christianity in general. Many kids your age see the church as liars and hypocrits, like greasy car salesmen. And the Holy Spirit is the most misunderstood of the Trinity, even within the Church. Perhaps there have been 213, or 243, times when God has tried to pierce the walls you have built up around yourself. Though don't see God as having given up on you when Jesus has not. God might have been saying that for your benefit. "Why do you keep trying?" "Because I have to." It's what He was sent down to earth for, to save us. That's my take.

But I'm crazy and/or prophetic and spiritual/religious.