Why 4 (Because I'm not in Trouble)
Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Because I can't explain it all...

Why did I spend the better part of three days sitting and reading PVP?

Why can't my dad say "That's cool" whenever I show him a new gadget instead of something like "That's heavy", or "I'm sure it eats batteries." or "Mine's better."?

Why can't my three of my five brothers move out of the house? I mean, one of them's married with two children, and has never lived outside of this house.

Why does my stepmother (whom I dearly love) assume she is right about EVERYTHING?

Why have I been drawing again?

Why did I get rid of that blog? I loved that thing!

Why can't I be happy that my wife's going home to see her family instead of wondering when the obligatory "I want a divorce" call is coming?

Why do I feel the overwhelming urge to drink myself into a stupor on the back porch at twilight with the radio on? (Admit it, you think it sounds good too.)

Why do I keep writing these things?


Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:05 AM


as long as it's not anything 'light'.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:55 AM


I don't know...I've been drinking beer a lot lately, but I'll drink just about anything...I do have a bunch of Seagram's 7 around here...and its not going to drink itself!

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:45 AM


what's on tap?

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:18 AM


My Dad is in for a fuckin' surprise when he comes to my house next. He's so proud of his new 27 inch TV. I think I'm going to try and make him cry. I mean, he has a 5.1 surround system, but can't be bothered to hook it up. I just got (as you know) the 6.1 system, and I plan on rattlin' that man's ribcage! BWAHAHAHA (Mine is an evil laugh.)

Let me reiterate about my wife. Every time she goes home...with or without me, I get the "I just can't do this anymore...This will never work." I have it memorized by now. I don't think she'd ever actually do it, but, its disconcerting to hear over and over again.

As for drinking myself stupid...its been far too long since I've done it...And better further still since I used to do it every day. So, once my wife and kids are out of here...Its party time. Solo party time, but party time nonetheless...

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:07 AM


why do i find myself answering you?

I draw. Not well. But I draw. It's expressing yourself just do it. It's fun.

dad's like their gagdets and very rarely admit yours are better. I go thru this all the time.

Be happy she's gettin some time with her folks. You're a fine man Pezzy, I'm beleive this one can work....unless you sit on the porch and drnk yourself into a stupor--though it does sound inviting.


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