RHYIANAN'S BLOG

Rhyianan

I'm Home
Saturday, February 18, 2006

I wasn't going to use this feature because I already have a blog that I write in fairly regularly at another site. However, I can't say this in my other blog.

I'm home. This last year has been hell. Moving away from relatives and friends and living on campus, where I knew almost nobody. Add that to the fact that I have a hard time making friends and loneliness is pretty much complete.

I recently told a close friend that I don't miss specific people, I just miss people in general. Knowing that I'm somewhere with people that can take me at face value. Feeling like I belong. There's nowhere here that gives me that.

Except this little corner on the 'net between no and where. I can joke around and have fun without anyone judging me, without any fear. Everyone is so friendly here.

COMMENTS

Sunday, February 19, 2006 10:44 AM

ASARIAN


Hey Rhyianan,

For what it's worth, I really like your presence here; very much; and I'm always happy to see your name. You really do belong!

This is a friendly place, yes. People here are touched by the FireFly Love, and that changes us somehow. Or perhaps I should say: because of FireFly, we remember again that we are good at heart, and made to Love. Like River's cows: we may have forgotten before; but after FireFly I think we're all just so awakened to this spirit of gentleness and Love, that we all just keep wanting to share that, and keep wanting to experience that with each other. That makes us mighty. There's never been a place, ever before, that I felt secure enough to talk about River. Yet here I can. There's no judgment here; no derision; just full acceptance. And just so you know: you're part of that acceptance and kindness; and part of why I feel comfortable enough to stay and be myself. Thank you for that!

Saturday, February 18, 2006 10:12 PM

COPILOT


As I've stated before I can't belive I finally found somewhere to belong and there are actually other people here. I'm so happy here! Thank you to those who created and maintain this space for us all! You hold a special place in my heart.

Saturday, February 18, 2006 7:19 PM

FOLLOWMAL


I feel the same way, Rhyianan.

This is home, more like home than any place I've been since I was a girl.

I love it here.


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