Cant sleep
Monday, October 2, 2006

I cant sleep, I fall asleep eventually but I just dont get tired the same way. I feel hollow inside, like something just is missing. I know what it is, its hope. The hope of one getting together with her. Now that that hope is gone, it left a gaping hole in my soul. Cant really say im depressed, and I dont have any problems hanging out with her, im not even in pain at the moment.

Im just... empty...

Cant fill the hole either, ive tried with food, smoking, sleep, TV, meeting people, nothing really works. I just cant make myself feel again. And its hurting my studies, didnt go to school today cause I didnt go to sleep untill 10.30 in the morning.


Tuesday, October 3, 2006 7:19 AM


That's shock, honey. I remember that empty feeling all too well. Don't know if it's better or worse when the pain finally hits.


For sleeping, short-term, it's much worse. But once you feel it, it starts to get a little better. Maybe.

*big cuddly hugs, the best I have to give, to maybe comfort some of the empty*

Monday, October 2, 2006 6:53 PM


Wow...I totally know how you feel, man. Got a "Dear John" letter from a ladyfriend of mine who just took my poor ole heart from my chest, laughed heartily at it before dropping in in the metaphorical blender, with the setting at "Frappe."


But times will get better. It takes time, but the pain will ease after awhile. And don't forget: you got a whole cadre of Browncoats ready to lend a kind word or e-hug for when you're troubled;)



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