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zil

take this job and smoke it!
Sunday, July 18, 2004

so I'm the assistant manager of a movie theater in itty bitty Oxford Maine. I'm salary so I get screwed. but I got insurance so I stayed. now it takes everything I have, admitedly not much, to get out of bed every day. this is not something new for me. I've had depression issues for most of my life. whats new? nothing. its the same old "somethings running me down" as it always is. what do I do? I'm not sure. I have a perscription from my shrink that says, "quit you job now"... wish I could but I feel like I won't find anthing better... this wouldn't be so hard if... why can't I do this... why can't I do this job..... and its me. I can't do this job and its me that is the problem. too sick. too hurt. too depressed. too antisocial. too shy. too ... me. so I need to function as me. how do I do that?

I think I'm figuring some stuff out.

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