BLUE SUN ROOM FILK

SLICEANDDICE

Pain-Killer
Sunday, September 3, 2006

Who cares...


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Body screaming

Needing release

Wanting that needle

That razor

That sharp

My narcotic

Its pain-killer

Its pain bringer

The only thing that kills the pain

Wants the status quo

Wanting to fall back on old habits

Wanting to be what it once was

Not caring about what it does

Not caring of the destruction

Doesn't remember why

It started

Happened

Stopped at all

All it feels is the pain

All it knows is what works

Doesn't know that what it wants will end

That that way is wrong

That its asking for death

COMMENTS

Monday, September 4, 2006 12:56 PM

STINKINGROSE


Sounds like cutting. I'm a nurse at a women's health clinic. We get young women in with suspicious scars and lacerations from time to time.
Emotional upset to physical mutilation to disassociation to temporary relief of anxiety. Not a pretty cycle. It's actually kind of in vogue right now.
We bleed for them every time we see it.

Monday, September 4, 2006 1:25 PM

SLICEANDDICE


i am a cutter, well actually an ex-cutter.... i havent done it in like 2 years its just one thing i know will always be apart of me, i write about it alot....


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