BLUE SUN ROOM FILK

STARFIRE

Always Just River
Monday, August 8, 2005

Simon's POV - the way people see River varies from a loaded weapon to a messed up headcase. But to Simon, she's always just River (to Billy Joel's 'Always a Woman')


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She'll confuse with her words, she can kill with her mind

She'll see straight through your lies till you pray she'll go blind

But she's only a terrified kid, don't you see

She's all I have left, and she's always just River to me

She frequently raves then seems suddenly sane

But it isn't her fault, Blue Sun ravaged her brain

And to have her back whole would be worth any fee

Her screams rend the night, but she's still aways River to me

Oh - she deserves more than this

She's a girl, not a prize

Can't they just let her be?

Oh - and it hurts when she keens

And I break when she cries

And all she has is me

They twisted and mangled my bright sister's soul

Her warmth and aliveness no use for their goal

So they just carved it out like so much old debris

No longer quite human, but still always River to me

I once glimpsed the old River, freed by a dance

So perhaps I can heal her, god, give me a chance!

But my one greatest fear is she'll never be free

And the dark hands of blue will have won this one too, and have stolen my River from me

Oh - she deserves more than this

She's a girl, not a prize

Can't they just let her be?

Oh - and it hurts when she keens

And I break when she cries

And all she has is me

COMMENTS

Wednesday, August 17, 2005 7:10 PM

GLOWYRM


wow.

speachless

lost for words.

...got something in my eye

.......not crying though

Wednesday, August 31, 2005 10:31 AM

BELLONA


i tried so many times to write a comment that truly expressed how i felt reading this...couldn't think of a single thing that felt right

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 10:36 AM

BIZZRAT


bizzrat

Monday, February 6, 2006 2:04 PM

CAPTBRYAN


shes always river to me

classic


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