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FutureMrsFIllion

Sick .....again..........naturally
Wednesday, April 4, 2007

I am sick of myself. I am sick of my life. I am sick of being sick.

I watched a documentary last night about a man who was diagnosed with ALS at the age of 29. He fought tooth and nail to stay alive, and died at 39 because of accident.

I KNOW that I have much to be thankful for, and that I am better off than most people. But I get tired of everyday being a struggle. Everyday brings one more emergency I have to deal with, one more bill I have to figure out how to pay, one more drama that has to be lived through.

I have bronchitis again. I am sick of me and I am sure everyone else is too.

boo hoo boo hooo booo hooo. I wish myself would just shut up.

COMMENTS

Sunday, April 29, 2007 6:57 PM

ZEROKIRYU


Sick of you. Never. I have asthma, so I know what it's like to have crappy lungs. Feel better. *Hugs*

Monday, April 9, 2007 9:53 PM

BLUEEYEDBRIGADIER


Much as it might not make things better for ya...just remember that we all think you're a Big Damn Hero for soldiering though each day and managing not to go completely insane from all the crap RL has thrown on ya;D

BEB

Thursday, April 5, 2007 10:12 AM

ALLIETHORN7


HUGS... awww, you'll pull through, ya?
You don'tstrike me as the type to just give up, y'know? Please don't prove me wrong.
Have fun, and listen to some kick ass music to get your spirits up. Always worked for me.

-Danny

Thursday, April 5, 2007 7:30 AM

CYBERSNARK


And we're not sick of you.

Just remember what Mal says: we'll get through it soon enough.

Thursday, April 5, 2007 6:26 AM

NVGHOSTRIDER


FMF, you're one of the toughest,(and one of my favorite), women I know. I'd rather hear of you handling everything rather than not to hear from you at all.

Love and hugs to ya,
Joe

Thursday, April 5, 2007 4:52 AM

MSG


HUGS...as I am just getting over bronchitis ( yet again) I know just how you feel..sigh. Just once I'd like some lungs...real ones....ones that actually function. And so what if someone braved illness, you've braved hell and then some and still been a great mom and a love and support to all who know you!!! That's even more amazing)


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