BLUE SUN ROOM FAN FICTION - GENERAL

MERRYWYN

Expectations, Simon
Friday, April 20, 2007

A series of musings on expectations by the various crew members.


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All his life he’d been surrounded by expectations.

River never had, but he suspected that that was more because his parents had “hopes” for her.

She had always been less biddable? Acquiescent?

The actuality defied being labeled with one word.

She hadn’t defied them, hadn’t stood against them.

She had simply flowed around them.

Like a river, she had flowed around obstacles, through cracks.

Avoiding confrontation.

Refusing to be tamed, to be hemmed in.

Refusing to compromise.

Their parents for all the mistakes they had made had named them appropriately.

River, the untamable, the immutable.

And Simon, the listener.

He’d learned to defy, though.

Defy anyone when it was necessary.

But only when he had too.

He still didn’t like conflict.

But there had been the expectations.

They had made him what he was.

A doctor.

It had been expected of him.

Top three percent of his class.

It had been expected of him.

They had expected him to become one of the Medical Elect.

And he probably would have.

But there had been an expectation that predated all of the others.

One that he had never resented.

One he’d always been happy to meet, to exceed.

To be a good ge ge.

And that was the one he knew he had accomplished.

The one he was proudest of meeting and exceeding.

The one that meant more to him than all of the others.

But now, the expectation had changed.

She hadn’t changed it.

He had.

She’d needed rescuing.

Protecting.

Healing.

All things he could provide, thanks to the other expectations.

She didn’t expect that from him.

But he did.

COMMENTS

Friday, April 20, 2007 9:13 PM

AMDOBELL


I liked that what Simon wanted most of all was to be a good brother - he really has excelled in that but also he is a mighty fine doctor as well. Ali D :~)
You can't take the sky from me

Saturday, April 21, 2007 12:13 AM

CHAZZER


Really good insight into Simon's mind - I love it!

Saturday, April 21, 2007 7:40 PM

BLUEEYEDBRIGADIER


Spectacular bit of insight into Simon's head, MerryWyn! Definitely conveys Simon's sense of envy concerning River's ability to smoothly face down other people's expectations and find a way to get around them, and his honest need to meet and exceed the expectation that he is to be the best big brother he can be:D

BEB


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