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I would like to thank everyone here who have listened to me and stuck up for me in the latter part of 2005, and this part of 2006.

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I will be 44 years of age on Monday, this 8th of May. I am glad that I am classed with a group of people such as yourselves.

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Except for the other .001%, the south will rise again crowd, I am honored that the rest of you are a creative, and honorable, plus loving group of people such as yourselves, exist.

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I will be 44 years of age on Monday, this 8th of May.

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All of you on this board have paid me a measure of compassion, sympathy, empathy, pity, and contempt, and in other words, you were being real and straight with me, which is something I very, rarely come across in my line of business.

So I thank you all

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Originally posted by RiveR6213:
Thank you everyone!

It's nice to have someone say "I'm glad you are alive, I'm glad you were born"

I'm at work right now sporting a queen-sized hangover, but I won't be staying here all day. I'm gonna leave in about 20 minutes and go out with some creepoid who decided too take a risk and invite me out for a drink. He's really nice and he makes me laugh, so I guess having a drink (Like I need more alcohol) with him is harmless.

I havent gone anywhere with a guy in 6 years...I hope I don't frak this up. Anyway, thanks again.

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Something within my mind has changed regarding life and people, or it could be that this medication that I’m taking for my moods are working, though, I shouldn’t be taking them and drinking, which I plan to quit after tonight. I think I’ll find another method of relaxation.

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Originally posted by ServantofKushiel:
Happy Birthday Girl! I am proud of you for opening up and saying, "Hey, I have problems!".
It's really hard. Even on a forum where you don't really know anyone (IRL). I am also proud of everyone here, because they are really supportive. I just told my boyfriend of 5 years (fiancee now) that I am a cutter and have attemped suicide before. I havn't told anyone but my therapist that. With his supportive, positive response I feel more confident that, hey, I have problems, but I can still be loved and love in return. Keep your head up, keep on keeping it real.

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Originally posted by Agatsu:
I think it sucks that Mal "let him live" instead of him escaping when Mal was occupied with his bodyguard. I mean, he kicked Crow in the engine for swearing to go after him, and he knows that Niska's reputation means a lot to him, so what gives?

On the other matter...
One of my ex-girlfriends used to be a cutter, and I couldn't deal with that. She's manic-depressive, and all I wanted was to make her happy, and she had phases where she was just devastated for no reason and cut herself, and I just couldn't help her - it was driving me crazy, and I'm not using that as a phrase. I couldn't understand how someone I love so much couldn't love herself. So when I noticed that instead of me making her happy, she was making me depressive as well, I broke up with her. Now that wasn't as easy for me as it may sound here, and took me loooong time to do, because I still loved her.
Ironically, I still kept helping her with her problems and dealing with them and all that, but I had already lost her.
We're still best friends, though, and she's better now. I wish I could say because of me, but I guess the credit goes to medication. But I'd like to think I did my share and still am. Actually, I sort of fell a bit in love with her again some time ago, and still kinda am, but so much happened in the last 5 years, including other relationships, and I don't wanna ruin our really shiny friendship and all that.
So many wrong choices in my life...

Anyways, just wanted to show the "other" pov on that problem.

BROWNCOATS UNITE!

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Originally posted by RiveR6213:

Time to get some coffee.

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Say, whats wrong with the clock on this board? Its says I posted this at 22:30 or whatever and the current time here is 06:36 in the morning. How do I fix it so my posts show the correct time?

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Originally posted by Cybersnark:
Wouldn't be a party if I didn't miss it.

Happy belated birthday River, and thank you for coming here and being a part of us.

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